...silently i'm sinking; one man crew on this ship of fools,
No sky, no stars to guide it on it's course.

This vessel called Vicarious, impaled and slowly tilting
in an under current that shows no remorse...

equilibrium

you’re not here today

in your usual place

inside me

where your presence

is so intense,

overwhelming

that i MUST

find a way

a way to feel you near

a way to feel physically close

just to establish

equilibrium

maybe i’m too tired

to navigate the wire

to teeter

 precarious

arms flailing

nerves wound tight

your slack in the rope

never allows me

equilibrium

today you’re not here

it’s sadly pleasant

i am balanced

in my classicly

imbalanced way

today you’re not here

and i

i have

equilibrium